After a long day Saturday spent driving in Indiana to visit the sis, I was looking forward to being lazy today. Stayed in – too gloomy to do anything outside anyways, and spent the day in pjs watching the tube. I like my downtime but with the grey weather, changing seasons and inactivity, my mind wanders. Thinking too much again. Hard to let go of mistakes – days like this make me ruminate over each and every one of them. But whatevs, it’s ok. Change doesn’t come w/o acknowledgement and every day can’t be sunshine and rainbows. It’s what makes you, you and that’s not a bad thing.